Where The Sidewalk Ends

Hellogoodbye

"Here In Your Arms"


I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Here, here, here, here in your arms.
Oh, here in your... arms.

ITS HAPPEND AGAIN MR. LIVEJOURNAL! I HAVE NO INSPIRATION TO DRAW SO NOW IM WRITING AGAIN! AND WHEN I LOSE INSPIRATION ON THAT ITS GONNA BE VICE VERSA! lol

I'm not going to post the poem up here just yet, because I just wanna go over it a couple of times, it called "Imagination" :D.

So yeah, besides that i didnt go to school today, i had a reason last time, but now i dont XD now its just part of vacation!

I went Downtown with Mommy and Titi Jenny, i bought two hello kitty piggy banks, one for me and one for Jennie (yeah i bought my sister somthing! Im not so mean!) Then we went to this art gallery and i bought two charcoal penicls because Francis is right, i shouldnt sit around and wait for sombody to teach me how to use them, i'll teach myself! I got a free piece of rectangle chalk because the guy said he couldnt sell them broken. Then we walked to the mall and Titi bought mommy this HUGE ass penguin from Happy Feet that she wanted for christmas. Titi bought a few things for herself and i walked out of a store with two earings that i didnt know i had in my hand <.< >.> by mistake or on purpose?........noooobody knooows!

Can sombody tell me why i have the song "Kiss the Girl" from the Little Mermaid in my head right now XD?

fuck it.......i'll post the lyrics :P!


"Kiss The Girl"


The Little Mermaid Soundtrack

There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't know why
But you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl


Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
Possible she wants you too
There is one way to ask her
It don't take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl


Sha la la la la la
My oh my
Look like the boy too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Ain't that sad?
Ain't it a shame?
Too bad, he gonna miss the girl


Now's your moment
Floating in a blue lagoon
Boy you better do it soon
No time will be better
She don't say a word
And she won't say a word
Until you kiss the girl


Sha la la la la la
Don't be scared
You got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Don't stop now
Don't try to hide it how
You want to kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Float along
And listen to the song
The song say kiss the girl
Sha la la la la
The music play
Do what the music say
You got to kiss the girl
You've got to kiss the girl
You wanna kiss the girl
You've gotta kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl

Leon found a song that sums me, him, mommy, everything up perfectly.


Acoustic #3
The Goo Goo Dolls


They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew


And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
No one's listening anyway


Your voice is small and fading
And you hide in here unknown
And your mother loves your father
'Cause she's got nowhere to go


And she wonders where these dreams go
'Cause the world got in her way
What's the point in ever trying
Nothing's changing anyway


They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway


And you know I see right through you
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all the screaming
You're not listening anyway



This is another Dolls song about a boy trying to help a girl. To me, the girl seems to have a sad home life, not necessarily abusive, but neglectful ("what's the point in all this screaming / no one's listening anyway"). The father is abusive towards the mother either physically or emotionally. She can't support herself, so she stays ("And your mother loves your father / cause she's got no where to go"). It seems like her mother must have been a woman with a lot of dreams and ambitions before she married, and had to put her life on hold ("cause the world got in her way"). In the midst of all this, the girl cannot be heard. She grows silent in her inability to communicate, and cannot see the world. The boy tries to teach the girl about life, but she cannot grasp it and pushes him away ("what's the point in all the screaming / you're not listening anyway"). She continues to love her parents for what they are and embraces the lies they tell her. I love this song, but it's so sad! All the girls in Dolls' songs are sad ("Black Balloon" especially). Beautiful instrumentals, beautiful lyrics.

These past couple of days have been very "bad" so i kept them in a diffrent journal "4 Green Days of October"

so on to today!

nothing much, i returned to school and everyone missed me, ive been changing my style a bit, im bringing out more "me" so i could stop concealing it, and no im not doing it cuz Leon is, ive actually been doing a bit before he started. Im keeping my pants the same, but my tops are way diffrent from what they used to be lol.

i need a change -________-

uuuuuuuh i guess thats about it.

Well i hung out with Ray today, we actually had a uber awesome time. I spilled the coffee all over a book in B&N so he hid it in the back and I never got caught XD. We spent like 2 hours in there reading and just talking. Then we finished the rest of the day at the mall goofing around, i took his sneaker and put it on the escalator going down and he chased after it XD. Ray's like super hyper, he was acting like 007 in SEARS hiding behind stuff and scaring the shit out of me. We're planning on going to the park next weekend, this is cool, ive got sombody to play with for all the times i cant see Mow Mow ^__^. Nobody can replace my Mow Mow though......nobody.

For the record, Karen, you need to stop fucking reading my journal, because whatever I have to say in here is probably, I don’t know, one hundred percent none of your business? Get a life and stop reading mine. I think you should be more preoccupied with what your ex-boyfriend had to tell me instead of my thoughts and opinions. Oh, and if there is absolutely anything else you'd like to say, please feel free to come up to me and say it to my fucking face.


-Mary

i can tell you right now that today is going to be a very boring day, i was suposed to go to B&N today with Ray but mommy shot me down cuz she wants me to "clean". Wtf i hardly go anywhere with my friends, if i do go somwhere its with her, dont get me wrong, i love my mom and i love hanging out with her, but damn i have friends too, why doesnt she ever say "you can go out with "me" because you have to clean" no but if its sombody else thats a totally diffrent story.

this is getting ridiculous -_____-

OH.....MY......GOD.......(look at her butt!) ive never been so nervous/semi depressed in my life XD! i saw Leon at the mall after kinda sorta dodging him at school, omg i miss that boy so much, you just cant replace sombody like Leon Levesque, you just cant, hes so one of a kind. You cant get rid of him either, you cant! Those big green eyes are just staring at you and its like you found the missing link!

i just cant do it.


--------------------------Randomness----------------------------

my grandfather treated my dad exactly the way he treats us, and now at 48 he finally recieves what he missed, i was there when Owelo hugged him and said he was so proud of him. Just because he didnt get that when he was young doesnt mean he has to do it to us! I DONT WANNA WAIT UNTIL IM 48 TO GET MY FATHER'S LOVE!

Jesus, dont you think i suffered enough.

mommy and papi arent talking again.......this one seems worse

i got an application for F.Y.E omg i hope it goes threw, i need a fucking job.

i didnt go to school today i stood home, nothing good happend, i saw Angel my mom's friend Croin's kid, hes so cute! half black and have rican, hes light skinned with real curly hair! i could eat him up!